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Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
3:27 pm	long time ahhh yeah long time no talk, doctors fri work for an hour sat, slept for the whole day, sunday work 9:30-5:30 then hospital that night for 3 hours, then doctors monday, then school tues still sick, then today wed! wow, didnt think this day wud come, no gym for a couple days, it sucks b,c i go to school for vb haha, thats sad fri concert! cant wait fata. haha with lily steve aj n nicole, yeah going to be amazing even though i need to buy 3 shirts haha, n 1 for me yeah, hmm okay thats it, looking foward to that a lot! haha yeah pz weeny Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: pink floyd (tell me about it)
Saturday, November 29th, 2003
10:52 am	yeaks okay so this is my past week, or at least few days WED- school then citrons surprise party, loads of fun. hung out with scruffy alyssa n seive, heard about how jared fell asleep in class and they left him hahaha, okay that night was fun thurs turkey day grandparents in the bronx, so upset b,c mike n tom just left as me were getting there so i didnt see them :( uh then whent to the hall like always yeah that was okay, haha almost started crying though....ahh stupid stuff, family stuff, okay left got home like 12 fri slept all day that was fun, then nick from villa roma came over, talked to him for a bit, um got rede we took our pics for christmas at the mall so then after i hung out with aj n his 2 cousins saw ppl that was interesting? if u want to call it that today sat im going to work wat a bore! ahhh okay im going bye peace love eat my crap! Current Mood: cranky Current Music: hilary duff (tell me about it)
Saturday, November 22nd, 2003
7:12 pm	so um last night, fri night, whent to the mall with steve p. and dean, we ate at rubys YUMM, haha, gave me a stomach ach, sucker, came home talked to ppl till like 12:30 fun, woke up today, work 12-6:30 i hurt my back, again! yeah i did stupid stuff b,c i couldnt breath haha, got picked up whent to wendys for dinner, now home, so tired, want to sleep, again, like always, yeah, wegmans is like now all manalapan ppl, w.e was next to a hottie on register, haha, moving to customer service soon! finally, haha, okay, yeah, very confused at the moment, it sucks, i hate the feeling when u know what to do but u want to do the wrong thing soo bad, arg, yeah okay ahh your orgasmic Current Mood: chipper Current Music: rufio (tell me about it)
Thursday, November 20th, 2003
2:43 pm	well long time okay havent written in a while, danielles school so much fun, shoped, although jooonta got beat up by tux haha the cat, um what else, school this week, alright, actually scratch that, its fun haha, volly ball is so much fun, although my nuckle is black and blue, nothing else, could be sick idk yet...haha alright thats it breath u in, blow u out but a part of u still stays Current Mood: energetic (tell me about it)
Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
6:20 am	well kinda akward right now, 6:20 am and im updating my journal, so much is going on, no more steve, but now, idk, more ppl on my mind then ever, one in particular, maybe? i have to go back to sju so i can visit sandy then head over to drexel to see chris! haha, this weekend danielles school w. joonta cant wait for that. um usually im good with this sorta stuff, but i guess not! haha, okay, a.j and i whent ice skating fri night, best time ever! and i only fell once trying to go backwards and it wasnt a big fall so i was excited! but i got such a big blister haha, its alright, its my war scar, haha, so that was that, theres a trip to italy for 12 days im going on w. school, and then a 20 day thing to england whales and irealand, that should be fun but i need to stay at ppls houses AHH, haha,it sucks though, i need to get recomndations for it, and an interveiw, haha, scary! i get my t.v by thursday! haha, and then the new one in the den! thats going to be amazinng haaaa although latley i dont watch t.v at all except nights, when im home. w.e AH point class i think is going to be comp......yeah i suck, haha, shouldnt be in that class at all, but hey i have sam so its all good lol, okay im going to go, haha, im putting all my things up on my walls today in my room instead of going to school haha yeah all the pictures adam made me, strangly im putting them up hahah, soo odd. w.e half days are wastes for me, pz weeny! Current Mood: awake (tell me about it)
Tuesday, November 4th, 2003
4:07 pm	yup long time so idk, i cant think of the last time i updated, haha, thats because everything is great! no joke, so happy, haha, me and aj have a play date friday! yes haha, steves great, hahaha, having fun being with him.....hahaha :) um what else, math project AHH, haha, pissed off b,c of it, um oh well, havnt been feeling good latley oh well, haha, thats life, thurs going to sju excited, n sunday fordham! oh yeah hahaha alrighty ill write more in the future, nothing really to say haha wispering sweet nothing Current Mood: excited Current Music: alkaline trio, hell yes (1 Comment |tell me about it)
Saturday, November 1st, 2003
11:07 pm	haa um what a day, woke up all that dandy stuff fone and all, me n dad whent to the oral surgion so my dad could get a tooth pulled ( its soo funny looking now) then we came home 2 hours later and me and him whent driving (i drove!) then me mom sam meagan and dad whent to wegmans for lunch (got a free sub) fun talked to other wegmaners, but working tomorrow :( um then we whent to best buy, looked at the tv were getting, saw my teacher, then we dropped meagan off at the movies, party thingy then we whent into the mall, for like 4 hours haha, all i got was socks :( haha, but thats ok b,c i got pants yesterday, saw my shoes that im getting, orange converse, u cant beat that! haha, seriously, then after the never ending mall, whent home, steve came over, we layed on the couch in the basement, haha, i tickled steve, and i didnt even meen to haha, hes just one of those, it was fun haha, watched t.v but i got mad at the io crap b,c of all the black outs this week i couldnt watch radio free rosco or degrasi that got me pissed, haha, so we saw 8 mile and like bits of other stuff hahaha, then steve left at like 11, haha, dad was like ALLIE GET TO BED, U HAVE WORK TOMORROW! hahaha, gotta love the parentals, yeah it was a fun night! hahaha, although now i probally have like little black and blues from steve, but ill get over it, haha, alrighty then, night Current Mood: anxious (tell me about it)
11:05 am	hmm well, yesterday school, halloween, i have to say was funny, haha, it entertained me, gym is my best class, only b,c i got to surf on the mats, haha, fun, came home dropper off my books, me and eric whent out to lowels and the bank that was closed! and mc donalds haha, but it took for ever b,c stupid unionhill road was closed, so we ended up getting home like 2 hours later, was very fun, um talked a lot haha, what else, came home at like 4somthing showered, then tryed sleeping but steve woke me up, so then watched t.v with the g-ma! then got dressed, and steve picked me up and whent to see radio! so happy, haha, but it was sad i wanted to cry, but i didnt, i was strong haha, um then we whent to the mall, i wanted the orange etnies sweatshirt but i couldnt get it in my size :( so im getting it from the web site, then i got pants hahaha, i dont think steve likes them (he likes tight pants) haha, then we came back to my house, and watched hollywood homicide, but steve left b,4 it was over haha, hes a baby, n e who, after the movie was over, he called so we talked, and he fell asleep on me! at like 12:30 ahh, wat a kid haha, so i hung up on him, hahaha, well now its morning, just got off the phone with steve, just got dressed, going out with the dad now, bye Current Mood: cheerful (tell me about it)
Thursday, October 30th, 2003
6:06 pm	IdK today was good, my head still hurts like its bin for about a week,i have dance tonight..yay...i guess. going to see radio with steve tommarow :) steve is the coolest most bestest person in the world, he is so danm sexy. tommarows Halloween, i think im gunna get off my lazy ass and brush my hair tommarow so i can wear it down cause steve loves it when i wear it down. well im gunna go, goodnight (tell me about it)
Saturday, October 25th, 2003
10:54 pm	stolen from tom LAYER ONE: -- name: allie -- birthplace: Leonia, New Jersey -- current Location: manalapan -- eye color: brown -- hair color: brown ish -- height: 5' 2" -- righty or lefty: righty -- zodiac sign: virgo LAYER TWO: -- your heritage: italian, irish -- the shoes you wore today: etnies -- your weakness: to emotional, i guess -- your fears: to many to say -- your perfect pizza: well done and plain -- goal you'd like to achieve: ......... LAYER THREE: -- your most overused phrase on AIM: hahaha -- your thoughts first waking up: another day -- your bedtime: 10 -- your most missed memory: my sweet 16 LAYER FOUR: -- pepsi or coke: diet coke no ice w. a peice of fruit -- mcdonald's or burger king: neither -- single or group dates: single -- adidas or nike: neither -- lipton ice tea or nestea: i dont drink it -- chocolate or vanilla: choc -- cappuccino or coffee: neither LAYER FIVE: -- smoke: no -- cuss: hardly -- sing: every min -- take a shower everyday: yes -- have a crush: yup -- do you think you've been in love: yeah, or else my heart lied to me -- want to go to college: yeah -- like(d) high school: not at all -- want to get married: depends -- believe in yourself: no -- get motion sickness: nope -- think you're attractive: not rele -- think you're a health freak: no -- get along with your parent(s): nope -- like thunderstorms: im a baby, no -- play an instrument: tried and failed LAYER SIX: in the past month... -- drank alcohol: sadly -- smoked: no -- done a drug: no -- had sex: no -- made out: yes -- gone on a date: i dont believe in calling things dates -- gone to the mall?: yeah -- eaten an entire box of oreos: no -- eaten sushi: yeah -- been on stage: no -- been dumped: yup -- gone skating: no -- made homemade cookies: no -- gone skinnydipping: no -- dyed your hair: no -- stolen anything: no LAYER SEVEN: ever... -- played a game that required removal of clothing: no -- if so, was it mixed company: -- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no -- been caught "doing something": no -- been called a tease: no -- gotten beaten up: in a way -- shoplifted: no -- changed who you were to fit in: i dont LAYER EIGHT: -- age you hope to be married: yup -- numbers and names of children: im not reproducing, thats the last thing this world needs -- describe your dream wedding: no -- how do you want to die: in my sleep -- where you want to go to college: st. josephs or qu -- what do you want to be when you grow up: umm -- what country would you most like to visit: idk LAYER NINE: in a guy.. -- best eye color? idc -- best hair color? black -- short or long hair: long -- height: around 6 somthing -- best weight: doesnt care -- best articles of clothing: doesnt matter -- best first date location: dont care, i dont go on dates -- best first kiss location: does it matter LAYER TEN: -- # of drugs taken illegally: 0 -- # of people i could trust with my life: 0 -- # of CDs that i own: not that many -- # of piercings: my ears -- # of tattoos: 0 -- # of scars on my body: idk -- # of things in my past that i regret: a lot sadly Currents: {x} current clothes: grean pants, white tank and blue sweater {x} current mood: in a slump {x} current taste: pasta {x} current hair: up in 2 bun thingys with the bottom down {x} current annoyance: myself? {x} current smell: food {x} current thing you ought to be doing: nothing {x} current desktop picture: me alexandra and tom from villa roma {x} current book: none {x} current refreshment: none {x} current worry: um cousin crap {x} current crush: steve i guess.....does that count? {x} current favorite celebrity: none Who / What: {x} who do you like: steve {x} who likes you: steve {x} what annoys you:people {x} what do you want to do: leave {x} who is one person you would marry tomorrow: not sure {x} do you sleep on your back, stomach or side?: side {x} what would you take if you were stuck on a desert island? nothing {x} who would you take to that island if you had to take anyone, dead or alive?: my big g-ma Do / Have / What / etc.: {x} do you like water?: no {x} if your house was on fire and you could only save one thing, what would you save?: being i already was in this situation {x} have you ever said 'i love you' and not meant it?: no {x} what is your favorite sesame street character?: none {x} what time is it?: 10:49 {x} what time did you wake up this morning?: 9 ish {x} who would you trade places with for a day?: my dad.. idk,he wants to live my life {x} have you ever been told you look like a celebrity?: no {x} finish this sentence. "i wouldn't be caught dead"... idk {x} what is the worst thing that can happen on a date?: finding out it was a bet {x} would you rather live in the mountains or by the ocean?: mountains Last time you've: {x} cried: idk a day or two ago {x} bought something: today, pizza {x} gotten sick: idk {x} eaten: in the past 2hours {x} felt stupid: always {x} wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: 2 weeks ago {x} talked to an ex: a day ago, maybe {x} talked to someone you have a crush on: {x} had a serious talk: never {x} missed someone: umm {x} hugged someone: idk, yesterday {x} boyfriend: was tom, now steve {x} are you center of attention or a wall flower: depends {x} what type of automobile do you drive: none {x} would you rather be with friends or on a date: depends {x} do you attend church: yeah {x} do you like being around people: if they dont piss me off {x} who is your role model: no one. {x} have you ever liked someone you had no chance with? yes {x} have you ever cried over the opposite sex: sadly {x} have you ever lied to your best friend: yah {x} ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yes {x} rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship {x} want someone you don't have right now: no {x} ever liked your best girl friend: probably {x} do you want to get married: wow 10th time {x} do you want kids: idk {x} what is your favorite part of your physical appearance: idk, nothing {x} are you happy with your life: no. {x} if you could change something in your life right now, what would it be?: having so many regrets..... Current Mood: ditzy (tell me about it)
Monday, October 20th, 2003
4:55 pm	what a day alright, so idk, hung out w, steve fri night! then weeekend at sis school (a look into the weekend in nov.) fun fun, today school but got to see steve! haha, umm well wat else, going out with steve now, haha, redundant with the name, but thats okay, head hurts not, kinda tired, wanted to sleep sooo bad! hahaha, um what else, nothing else rele haha, wow, alright bye Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: yellow card (tell me about it)
Friday, October 17th, 2003
3:16 pm	okay so these last days have been good. well, idk, today wud have been 8 months....its alright though, uh, marter came over yesterday! so fun haha, hes a good kid, um after that dance, yeah, hurt my toes soo bad, need new shoes haha, kinda funny actually, umm pep rally today in school, sat with steve... :) haha, what else mom and sam fighting, again right now, nothing different, havent drove in a while, hmm, want to go driving now, haha, idk, wat else, im in a dandy mood, w.e, it will get better....yeah it will, umm, wore my tie died shirt from rutgets today, i looked cool! hahaha, i seriously am in love w. this shirt, haha, go allie! wat else, NOTHING, want to go to sleep, yeah alrighty bye Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: f.a.t.a. (tell me about it)
Sunday, October 12th, 2003
10:39 pm	days of our lives? well, heres to the days of our lives that we want to remember....idk, work this weekend, youth group tonight, wat i need to change about myself bye nov 2nd, to much to tell, haa, lifes a joke, well mine is, lost respect for myself, so much family stuff omg i want to scream at the top of my lungs so its over! that wont happen, a long time in the making. well, alright going, so stressed from everything yeah, dads sick, hes actually taking it rele bad, mom dont even know, me scared out of my mind! meagan, she doesnt understand it rele, and sam, god bless her, thats mostly all i need to say.... okay bye Current Mood: pissed off (tell me about it)
Thursday, October 9th, 2003
9:44 pm	hm okay, so today, thurs i guess, idk any more, pissed off at my self, and really upset actually, idk, long things, prob no one wants to hear, oh well, uh, what else, idk just prob going to be alone for ever, b,c every little thing gets me upset, okay, say it, allies a big baby, and ure right, OH FREAKIN WELL, i dont rele care any more b,c some people are wow, not even going to go there, to much stuff going on dont rele want to worry about it, okay, bye Current Mood: depressed (tell me about it)
Wednesday, October 8th, 2003
3:46 pm	yeah so long time no write, so many things happening, idk where to start, from me n tom things, to fam things, wow, my life is insane right now, but know what even though me n tom arent together right now hes helped me the most out of any one, and idk, its hard but, i love him, and thats that, um, yeah, wouldnt go to school today, didnt want to see any one, and sick, so everything is just dandy, prob gonna go now, idk, in such an odd state of mind, everything rushing through my head, dont rele know where to begin, okay, going i still <3 tom m Current Mood: confused Current Music: alkaline trio (tell me about it)
Monday, September 29th, 2003
9:28 pm	yeah so idk, latly ive been...yuck...very confused, down in the dumps, but been talking to tom, and he makes me smile! even though i miss our phone time....but finals are more important! haha, well what else last night drove for the 1st time....so scared! um tomorrow go to dmv and get my eyes checked! haha, oh yeah...wow razor burn...again! arg, it sucks, well school sucked like always, u know i havnt have 1 good day at school yet...rele a bummer....um, idk, baby sat tonight...goood $ for 4 kids. wat else, idk, rubber pizza as dinner...hahaha, so weird, okay prob bed now, bye Current Mood: blah Current Music: the new hair cut, (singing in my head) (tell me about it)
Sunday, September 28th, 2003
8:46 pm	ehh hey, okay, yesterday worked, whent to toms right after. it was fun, and then we rested fow a bit. loving the molyneux! haha, work sucked today, but moving in like 2 weeks, got a 4th of a watermelon thrown at me...again aha. came home. eat, g-parents over from mom n dads side. fun fun fun! made $ hurray, actually got it this time. gotta buy gifts soon. i cant remember for wat though, gotta do research now. bye Current Mood: weird (tell me about it)
Thursday, September 25th, 2003
9:40 pm	today school...a bore, lol, didnt do italian till i got into class but she didnt check it! thank god. lol, idk came home from staying after... nothing rele to say, talked on the phone w. tom! sooo happy. he told me how i write in my journal wrong hahaha. umm, dance...AHH, on point w, an infected toe w. a hang nail u just pulled out KILLS belive me, hate my ballet class lol. w.e got home got yelled at. showered. talked to tom now bed.....long day...LOVE U TOM bye Current Mood: pleased Current Music: ringing in my ears (tell me about it)
Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
7:46 pm	hmm well, just helped joonta w. him lab. got a 48/50 on mine. proud of myself... arg mad at mom, okay "one of these days meagan is going to say, know wat allie screw u, and u deserve it" yeah thats really nice! and i have to clean the whole friggen house or im grounded this weekend, and i was walking in the kitchen and steped in a big pile of BLOOD from sam, b,c she shaved her legs w. MY razor....EWW seriously, well gotta clean up the kitchen now, and take a shower, and do h.w YES haha, whent to lunch today actually w. joonta met up w. deen and some other kids, fun, although i whent to blades and they didnt have the shirt i wanted :( xL was the only size left :( yeah, okay going now, tom i love u! allie Current Mood: busy Current Music: yellow card (hahaha giuny) (tell me about it)
Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003
4:25 pm	jungle feaver so yesterday came home from school, sleep, woke eat, sleep, woke took tylonal YEAKS, haha, i was actually a smig scard, then took some more this morning, felt rele funny in my tummy, uh, not rele talking to ppl right now, lol, loner! lol, i gotta do so much h.w today, like study, how the hell do u take a test on pre-fixes? i honestly dont know lol, oh well, i have penut butter all on my sweat shirt...idk how or wh, w,e okay, going bye Current Mood: uncomfortable Current Music: blindside (tell me about it)